This dissertation has broken me wide open
the result is a good taste in fashion,
the need to read and write;
alone, independent, capable.
My gut is pulling me towards him,
so strongly, I physically feel it, I miss him,
extraordinarily.
and yet I am so proud to be so close
to the end, through all of the
sadness, heart-break, pain, disappointment,
anger, death, and loss of faith in life
still kicking, managing to dance,
to laugh, to enjoy food and music,
drugs.
Happiness, through dogs, miracles,
nature, clouds, colours and emotions.
My life is torn by love.
Maybe the words will come and
make up stories and collections of
memories, like the first few chapters are
masked as facts - it tells my story,
my mothers, great, gran, grand,
like the future ahead.
In the name of my ancestors,
Thank You.
11/05/2021
